Lets Ride~
I think I’m actually happy again. I’m me and that’s all I can be. You leaving me was the best thing you could have ever done.
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can i help you?
nope.
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
(via versiontwo)
“I like you”
“I know.”
“So just kiss me.”
“I don’t want to”
“You know you want to”
“No.”
“Just stay the night, you know you want to.”
“I have work in the morning”
“My bed is lonely.”
I’m lonely. I’m confused. I’m frazzled. I’m burying my feelings. I should stay home more often. I should do a lot of things. I should do all the things I say I’m going to do and don’t. I should live up to be the person I want to be. I need to move. I’m decaying, slowly. I smell my brain and soul rooting. I miss you. I miss your bed. I miss your cat. I miss falling asleep to cartoon network. I miss everything about us.